For some reasons I’ve been quite hesitant to write something here. The past few weeks have been weirdly… interesting. New. Bit depressing. But overall i guess things are finally changing.
I moved out. Got a new job. It looks quite… well. I mean, sure… it’s a job, but the people really make me feel like I belong. At first, of course, the only thing I had in common with most of them was that we were all new. The newbies. Even tho I’m in training, things are slowly shaping up. Can’t say it’s all good, the training starts at 8 AM and it’s KILLING. ME. And the rest of the newbies.
The young environment is what actually sets this place apart. I can actually talk to them and they can UNDERSTAND. That’s new to me. Things may turn a bit when i actually have to work. But for some reason, I can’t really worry much about that.
I felt stuck in my home town. Most of my close friends were always busy, away, etc. I don’t have all my close friends here, but i have enough to survive (and not starve to death. wooo!).
“Maybe the next time inspiration hits I’ll have better answers for myself. Maybe even a path to follow.”
Well then… that was a weird turn of events / prediction.
It won’t get easier. But I’ll be on my own two feet. Sure, depression hit me again a few times, but now… I don’t know… it just feels right.
Now all i have to do is listen to this before i go to work :